I don't understand this urge 9and I don't even want to), but if it's strong enough for you to risk your life ... then guess saying "don't do it" will change nothing on it.

i'm a amputee by choice and there are many reason one can chose or desire amputations

I just remember hearing about folks who go through with gender reassignment surgery having to go to see a psychiatrist before the procedure would be preformed.   Just wonder if it is something that would be the same.

I have had what the medical science call biid. I wanted to have both feet amputated at mid calf and all teeth pulled.
The teeth were pulled when I was 26 .
Whith the feet or legs it was a total other case. (years to doctors and psychiatrists)I wanted thi so strong that I told the I would self inflict an injury so that thy had to amputate. I thought of using dry ice and get a terminal frost injury.
This can be dangerous as one can go into shock. After I had talked to my doctor and hrink they understood that I was serious .It is not allowed to amputate healthy limbs and if they do they can lose their license. They can be reported of members of the amputation team if there should be any suspision .
I got a phone to meet at the clinic . There they offered to do it if I accepted a process that made it necessary to amputate. The surgeaon injected some stuff and said that the circulation in the feet would be so bad that I would have to amputate but in the process I would get pain. After a while the feet started to get blue and I had too have a double below the knee amputation. This was someyears ago and I am s glad I did it and its a fetish and I get turned on by looking at the stumps. Now I walk without support and have no real difficulties,
If anybody have questions just pm me. I am now a very happy man loving my bare gums and stumps

I find myself thinking about it more often and the urge to do it growing stronger. I have two friends telling me I will never be truly happy until I go through with it. They have offered to help me do it if I do go through with the fantasy. l am still undecided at this point if or when.